Because... It's hard to keep inside

* Things I forget *
* How much I truly love One Tree Hill
* Where I put my debit card, every time I go to use it
* My emotions are written on my face and "tired" often gets mistaken for "upset"
* I need to get to bed before midnight in order for my brain to function fully the next day
* How many Diet Pepsi's I have in a day
* It's winter and I probably should wear a coat, daily

* Just some things I love *
* My new Ed Hardy perfume, of course
* Boots, Boots... did I mention boots?
* Toaster Stroodles, I always need to be stocked
* Inside jokes with Sky and Trav... and everyone in between
* Rainy Day music- Yes I have a playlist for it
* Coming up with new ways to be organized, even though I never follow through with them
* Fox 13 news in the morning. My day is incomplete without it.
* Waking up to the song "Bad Romance" playing on my phone
* Chill nights with my girls, especially when Kourtney is in a crazy mood!

* Things I need to get over *
* People who only think about themselves because lets face it, I do it too
* When someone steps in and takes over my territory- Why feel threatened when I can have a new best friend?
* Drivers who suck. Why get upset when I'm going to see that it's an old man or old woman 90% of the time and feel instantly guilty?
* Worrying about what is to come.... Why worry about the things you can't control?
* My need to always be understood. Sometimes all kinds of relationships work better if there is a little bit of mystery.
* Feeling like I need to be in control. Sometimes it's better to let others take the reigns, and my heart.

* Things I plan to do/ Want *
* Re-watch all 6 seasons of One Tree Hill
* Write more, write a lot more
* Rearrange my room
* Find some way to help with the disaster in Hati
* Take a day to drive up to West Bountiful to put flowers on Micah and Shilo's grave
* Expand my knowledge of useless facts
* Look for someone who needs a smile

I never told you...

Here are just some of the pics I promised! This is the amazing start to a wonderful year!

 More on the way eventually!

On our way up to Spanish to see "The Squeakeal"! These are some of my favorite kids in the whole wide world!

Right: Sky and I on our way to Blanding... this is after a VERY long drive!
Left: Me SO excited to be in Blanding and next to me, the energy drink that has become one of my new best friends!

  

Below: Trav! I freakin love this kid! He's going on his mission to Ca-na-da soon...!

Right: Me and my bestest friend Sky Sky!

Left Below: One of the cutest 5 year olds ever!

Right Above: Trav, look at those skills!

Right: Sky not paying attention to anything... But is this anything new?! ;)

Left: The brother to one of the cutest 5 year olds ever! Look at that little chub!

Right: One of my favorite boys in Blanding! Too he wouldn't let me get
                                                      his face in it.... but hey, his butt is
                                                      good too!

Below: Oh! There it is! :) BTW, he has gorgeous teeth!
(Yes, I had to steal this pic off facebook because he has some aversion to having his picture taken unless he's caught off guard but I just wanted you to see how well his nice face matches his nice butt!

Bye Bye Blanding... don't forget me. Although, I'll be back soon!

I Never Told You- Colbie Caillat

(Yes, this song has meaning for me right now
even tho I've known him for a little over a month!) 

I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night

I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile

I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you

What I should have said

But I never told you

I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you

I can't believe that I still want you

After all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you, without you

I see your blue eyes, everytime I close mine

You make it hard to see

Where I belong to, when I'm not around you

It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you

What I should have said

No I never told you

I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)

I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)

After all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you, without you

But I never told you

What I should have said

No I never told you

I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)

I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)

After all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you, without you

Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds...

Ok, So I had the BEST Christmas and New Years

EVER!

I don't think I realized until this year how much more I love giving gifts than receiving! 

I don't have much time, so I wont go into detail or post pics yet but just know, I LOVED it!

Quick update:

Whitney hates: Utah drivers in the snow

Whitney hates: Not being able to keep her room clean

Whitney hates: Being an adult!

Whitney loves: Pepsi Max

Whitney loves: Her job and the people there

Whitney loves: Tonight/ this whole weekend! 

Whitney loves: Her True Religion jeans and her Ed Hardy perfume!

*And now, a quiz for your reading pleasure....*

PS, sorry about the spacing... I have issues!

Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?

The tail end of it use too...

    What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?

Be mysterious! Totally Mysterious!

Big or small purses?

Apparently BIG!
Do you enjoy drama?

NO NO nO NO no..
oh and

no.

Did you dress up on Halloween?

I dressed up the day BEFORE Halloween... I was a beat up doll!
  Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?

Yeppers... If I realize I'm doing it

Have you ever been called a bad influence?

I'm pretty positive... 
Do you think you’re pretty, honestly?

Sometimes

Eyeliner or mascara?

Mascara... yes
American Eagle or Hollister?

American Eagle, sorry Holli, I'm not a size zero

Heels or flats?

HEELS, I need a TALL man!
Skirts or jeans?

jeans please with a side of denim

Straight or curly hair?

Hmm... depends on the day

Hoops or dangling earrings?

Both
Have you ever had your heart broken?

I thought so.. But I think it was more hurt pride

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?

Dark- With a side of mysterious

Do you like your life?

Very very much

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?

Does the guys locker room count? :)
Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?

Can't say I have... I need to live more

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

Honestly
Yeppers

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?

Ha ha... story of my life!

Do you ever wish you were famous?

Only when I don't want to wait in lines or I want someone to do my hair and make-up cuz I'm too lazy...
Preppy or Punk/goth?.

Preppy and Punk.

GUYS:

Funny or Serious?

Funny, but knows when to be serious... 
Cute or Hot?

Handsome

Long or short hair?

Depends

Smoker or non-smoker?

Non please

Tall or short?

Tall.
I have a thing for tall guys

Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

I don't have a best friend of the opposite sex so I don't have to worry about that!

When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with a friend?

Um... like 3 years?
Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?

Yes... just last night
On average what do you think you cry about the most?

I cry when I'm frustrated or angry...
Who was the last guy you talked to?

Lewey... :)

Do you think best friends can be replaced?

Not "replaced" 
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?

I've been told I have

Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?

Sky or Kourt

What friend do you tell the most to?

Sky for sure
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Josh
Where's the weirdest place you changed your clothes at?

Probably the parking lot of a K-mart

Are you going anywhere this Fall?

THIS fall is a long time away so who knows?
Are you waiting for anyone's call right now?

Text, not call
Are you shy?

When I meet new people 

Are you talkative?

Can be

Do you secretly like someone?

Yes... and I have dreams about it all the time

Are you good at hiding your feelings?

I think my eyes give it away, always
How is life going for you at this moment?

Fabulous!

Do you trust people easily?

Not anymore

Do you give out second chances easily?

Second chances: Yes

Third Chances: Not at all
Do you smile a lot?

I try to

One thing you're looking forward to?

12:00 today!

How do you feel about change?

Depends on what kind

Are you happy?

Yes siree

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?

For sure

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?

Depends on the day, my mood, what song is playing... that kind of thing!